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Thursday, May 29, 2014

Hypoycemia and Insomnia

Ntah lah. Tak tau apa nak jadi dengan aku.... Insomnia lah, selamatlah sekarang dah okey dah. Rupenya ada lak hypoglycemia.

Tak penat ke asek sakit je? Dah kalau Allah yang bagi sebagai ujian, kenapa kau nak persoalkan?

Anxiety
Blurred vision
Tiredness
Shakiness
Nightmares
Sleepiness
Depression
And soon

Memang pun cepat penat sekarang ni. Shaking menjadi jadi. Anxiety jgn ckp lah. Mengaku gak lah memang jarang minum air manis. Mslhnya aku mkn je gak coklat and gula2. Tp wowwww cadbury ak mmg xmkn. Ke betul ke idok ejaan ak pn xsure hahahaha....

Since da keje, oh tak, since da single ak mmg dgn seriusnya berdiet and kalau blh xnk snth mknn manis sgt tp ni lak yg jd. Pdhl pnh je sblm ni pengsan sbb apa xtau hahaha xg check pn.

Since keje pn mmg jrg la mnum air manis, minum susu tu selalu gak la. Air bliss pn manis apa. Xfhm betul lah aku. Tapi yg pastinya ak lbh minum air masak ja. And kalau da terasa badan da penat sangat baru p cari ayaq manis. Yg mmg manis teruih oooo gluppp sekaligus nk kasi okey cepat muahahahahaha....

Tapi jagalah kesihatan diri. Amk supplement sume. Kau da keje penat2 kot ummu. Please lah!

Monday, May 19, 2014

My job. My career.

Sometimes I feels like wanna shoot myself with gun. Omo.... Actually, it's easy for me to forgive, but not to forget. I still can't let him go. How lah?

Dush3.... Bdw, I didn't update a lot about my job and didn't share it with anyone. Cause why? I still under probation period, that 's why lah hahahhhaha....

My first career as engineer is good, not bad lah. Starting as engineer III, the salary is good and environment here hmmmm bolehlah~~~~

What do you expect me to be when I need to work with a guys around me? Hahahaha don't get angry with me when sometimes I act like a guy or the way I talk is like 'hoi, cri gaduh ka?'

Don't blame me but blame them (>_<") I need to defend myself sometimes when everyone around me keeps on pushing me and blablablabla.....

I want to share my experience about my first car but maybe in next post. One minute left before the bell ring and need to attend morning meeting.

See you guys later. Bai.

Friday, May 09, 2014

Somehow....

How much I wish......I can turn back time and change everything. But it is so impossible. Allah has a better plan for me.
Somehow I learn how to be strong after you being rejected.
Somehow I learn how to say nicely to someone who like me. I'm sorry for not being able to love you back. It's just that I become too defensive after what happened. And I don't want you to feel the same way like I feel.
Somehow I manage to say this two words whenever I want to cry and whenever I miss someone, 'I'm okey.'
Somehow I learn how to stay strong when I miss someone so badly. And all those memories keep playing in my eyes.
What can I say, you give so much impact on me. And I still learn how to move on. How to accept other guy in my life. I won't accept a guy that will reminds me about you, that's totally not fair for that guy.
Somehow, deep in my heart, I wish you know how much you mean to my world. But somehow, you did not see it.
Another half of me....suddenly gone. Someone take it away from me. And I'm searching it back. I asked Allah to give me a strength to face it. And I'll waiting for my other half.
After all, I'm feel sorry for you cause I can't love you back. How much I wish I can turn back time and stay with him and not hurting you like now.
You're a good guy, and you can find someone who deserve you better.